To suffer is to endure, indeed

To suffer is to endure, indeed

I always imagine how I have become matured enough to handle things all by myself. Several months have passed being a Senior High School student and I can say that almost everything has changed. From the first time I entered our four sided classroom, continuous process of development takes place in me. I’m now a student ready for the next chapted of my life. I’m now a student who have enough knowledge and a great learning. I have learn how to value education, how to appreciate the essence of studying. Many aspects of my life has entirely processed-my physical aspect, emotional aspect, intellectual aspect and even my spiritual aspect. Not only that but also, being a senior High School Student thought me how to be capable of doing everything, struggle for dream and fight for success.

Life as a student is a hard role to play. For a long period of time, we are always suffering in the sense that we have so much things to handle. I have experience so much battles in school. Countless difficulties tested my strength. Sometimes, tears descend from my eyes. In hadships and in pain I cried alone. It’s hard! Yes! It’s hard rushing paper works and requirements. I have experienced this several times. Surprised quizzes, long test, critical questions always challenge me. I always hear judgements I always hear complaints that causes me to bother myself from thinking if what have I done wrong. It’s not my fault being on the top anyway I just did my best. I just do my job as a student. What’s the wrong with that?

I’m always keeping myself strong, to be the bravest of all. No one can bring me down as long as I know that I’m in the right track. We can conquer as till we believe we can. We just have to trust ourselves and have a strong faith in God. To suffer is to endure, indedd and having difficulties and hardships in life makes us a strong individual. Struggle and always fight to survive. Great effort is and effective way and just don’t never give up.

CREATING PROFFESSIONALS

CREATING PROFFESSIONALS

             Life is a matter of choice but it is better to do things, to follow the path we want to travel according to our own will, because it takes, whatever happens in the end will you proudly say, “It’s my choice and I’m happy with it.” Life is not what we prepare for. It is what makes us ready. Our own destiny is in our hands. Our own success is in our dreams-dreams that undeniably serve as an inspiration to walk through an endless journeys a journey of hope for a bright future.

             A man without ambition is like a rolling stone without destination.

                                                                          I’m a dreamer. I’m a believer. A man with full of ambitions in life. Searching for truth, exploring for knowledge and still studying for my future. I’m just a regular student for now, a student seeking for fulfillment. A student wearing a white uniform, carrying a bag for school. But I want to be somebody someday. I don’t like to be treated as nobody, to be just a nothing in our society. I want to be a teacher in the future. I want to serve my country. I want a great transformation in my nation. I want the best this world could offer. My motivation in life is to be a part of the success of everybody. I admit that I want a salary, specifically to much salary but what matters most for me is to create professionals. I know that it’s hard to be a teacher. Being a teacher is really a big responsibility but I am prepared for the worst. Maybe it’s my destiny. Maybe this is what God had planned for me. I don’t know, I can’t really understand myself why  I want to take this role while in fact, there’s so much greater opportunity around me. People say that it’s never gonna be easy to be a teacher. They were always interrogating me why I want to take this path. I can’t answer them actually but deep in my heart this is the best, that is the most valuable choice I could make, that being a teacher is what makes me happy, being a teacher is my future.

                Someday, everything that happens in our lives will make a perfect sets, so for now we just need to be true to our selves, that we should we follow our hearts desire. We need to be patient enough, to be the braves we can be at all times and keep reminding ourselves that everything happens for reason. Expect of our great troubles  come our best blessing.

Open your eyes; you’ll see what I mean…..

OPEN YOUR EYES YOU"LL SEE WHAT I MEAN

I know it’s not going to be easy. After all, change is not as easy as changing answers when we realize we wrote the wrong ones. But can’t we spare time to help in creating a positive change that can make us better individuals? Let’s not wait for a change to happen because it won’t unless we work for it- blood and sweat. Open your eyes; you’ll see what I mean…

At first, I didn’t care. I didn’t bother for I thought it’s just a trash, just a nonsense matter. Call it stupid or pathetic. I didn’t care what’s happening around me. Whether it is right or wrong, whether it’s good or bad. All I care was about me, on how I can be so happy. But waking up one day trapped me in this bitter reality. I thought I shouldn’t be this way. That I should give a damn attention on this truth because we deserve the best things this world could offer. But why did it take me this long to realize? Perhaps, this world’s been effective in concealing its real colours and hues. But even though all have been said and done, there’s still a chance and be part in the attainment of social transformation. Now, I’m begging every head, asking everybody to help me for a change. Give me your hand, hold it tight and stand firm with me. Join me in this fight for a worthy cause before it’s too late. A big charge starts with us. Change what should be changed. If we are not the one to move? Then who will it be? If not now? Then when? I know that we all don’t want to wake up one day where darkness takes place, where bitterness exists. We all have the power, the courage of changing the world. Now I’m starting doing my part. I’m not blind. I can clearly see what’s happening in our world, the heart breaking reality, the countless disasters, discriminations, inequality, poverty and many other problems that should be stopped right now. I can’t do this on my own. I can’t change the world alone. I’m knocking on your doors, saying “Please help me!”

Beauty of Being an Iloko

Beauty of Being an Iloko

Kannawidan Ylocos Festival has already celebrated in several years. This festival was not only made for fun but a great chance to showcase what Ilocano got, our pride, treasure and guts which concerns our native culture and tradition and also heritage conservation. It gives us a glimpse of how was the life before and how it has change from generation to generation. Kannawidan Festival never fails to continue its outstanding ventures which never fails to allure our hearts to decompass the true essence of being an Ilokano. It always brings the best, the reason behind the sweet smiles of peoples, not only Ilokano’s but also foreign visitors. It’s such an effective way to relieve stress and boredom since it offers countless of majestic programs and activities which highlight the overview of true Ilokano. Ofcourse, the festival is not complete without excitement, enjoyment and thrill. 

The festival has been improving from time to time. No one can deny that this festival was loaded with fun and full of joy. Talent of Ilocanos were also witnessed since Kannawidan Festival conducts activities which showcase the unique and amazing talents of the Ilocanos. Products of Ilocanos were being patronized through this occasion. Amazing artist or stars also join us in celebrating the festival. And of course, add the tremors of cute and charming pretty young ladies who joined in the Saniata ti Ubbing. Kannawidan holds continuous activities, shaking the grounds with outpoured Ilocano music and dances. The festival also gives opportunity to reveal Ilocano’s intelligence through Sinniriban and poem writing contest. We also celebrate the uniqueness of an Ilocana beauty  in the Saniata ti Ilocos Sur pageant where each municipalities and the two cities choose their own representatives. Arts of the Ilocanos were also promoted. Kannawidan Festival therefore gives a blast to celebrated Ilocano culture at its greatest made, a perfect time to appreciate the beauty of being an Iloko.

Fully Developed

Fully Developed

                        
                      
                        From time to time continuous flow of development really takes place in  me I can proudly say that Im fully developed this Grading Period. I have come across to splendid learning and knowing about things really stopped my immaturity. I learned how to create a web page; which I never thought to happen. Through composing an insight for a blog, my English proficiency intellectually progress. Though I find it challenging, it really improved my higher-order thinking skills. Our teachers never fail to share enough knowledge which I considered a great help in my whole existence. In this Grading Period, I learned so much things about life.

                     Countless complicated hardships really challenge me this Grading Period. In my way to success, continuous problems and difficulties come across which sometimes causes my tears to fall and to think that I’m hopeless. Here I am now, rushing for the requirements needed to be finished I’m to stressful! Time never fail to bother me I’m too confident with the previous passing days and now I’m problematic. There are times that nervousness endlessly strikes all of me because I was not able to review for our quiz. I’m always making things so complicated! That’s the big problem in me.

                      Standing alone doesn’t mean I’m alone. It means I’m strong enough to handle things all by myself. That’s how I address my problems in school even in life. I resolve it on my own because I do believe that my problems in life are all created by me and I’m only the one who can make a solution. Faith in God really matters every time I experienced hardships in school. If there’s one thing I learned the most this Grading Period, that is: In every problem, there will be always as solutions, as long as you know to face it with all your heart and strength. Never give up! And be a positive thinker. Problems and difficulties are just temporary things in life that can easily fade away if you know how to control it

                     Moving on I will do all the requirements earlier so that I will be always ready to pass it on time. I will not let myself rushing with things to do. I will be more responsible in managing my time.

New Chapter Of my Life

               New Chapter Of my Life

               Endings are usually lonely and beginnings are usually scary. But it’s everything in between that makes it all worth living. Another chapter of my own story, a fresh opportunity to make it better, a chance God has given for me to change the wrong of yesterday. I have gone another year of happiness, sadness, tears, sorrows, pain, and hardships which prepare me as an ordinary people for an extraordinary destiny. Look at me now, I’ve gone so far, still standing and now again, facing the battles of life this new year have offered and has to offer.

                   Reminiscing the happenings of the previous year I can still remember the way I have manipulated my own life. I have realized that I have done more bad things than good. Now, I’m keeping myself busy wondering if where should I start changing what should be changed. Maybe I can’t travel backwards for me to correct the mistakes of the past but I have the present and the future to continue my life with good intentions.

                 

               In the previous year, I keep on judging people based on their physical appearance. I’m always laughing with those mistakes individuals have committed instead of correcting my faults in life. Now, this year I’m planning not to do such thing because who am I to judge people? I’m just only human and I have no right, only God can and as time passed by, I have realized that what I’m laughing at is not a mistake what I’m doing is a big mistake.

                 I will try not to hurt anyone this year, 2015. I will swallow my pride every time I commit mistakes and I’m gonna say sorry for those peoples whom I hurt so much. I promise myself to be more responsible of my words because maybe words can’t hurt physically but it’s strong enough to affect anyone emotionally and mentally.

                  I will do my home works and projects on the right time. I’m gonna make sure that I will never fail to pass any requirements needed to be passed. Studies is my top priority and I’ll try to graduate this year with achievements I will set aside anything that can affect my studies.

                 It’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard to change my old habits but I have to work at his because I want something better. Bear everything, prepare for the worst. Take everything easy. Don’t expect anything from life. Whatever life gives, good or bad, accept it what you are is what you deserve. Learn to be good Be something new! Be something better! Survive this 2015!

Can be Found In your Heart

Can be Found In your Heart

           

           I can really feel the cool breeze of December. I can see sparkling lights around each houses. I can fully smell the air of Christmas joy. Alluring rhythm of Christmas songs were being heard and definitely captivates my heart. I can see excitement in every child’s face. Tall Christmas trees and  various amazing decorations always caught my eyes.

            A season of joy and peace. A season to commemorate the birth of our savior Jesus Christ. A season that again lead me to flashback and reminisce the past. I can still remember the way I thought what Christmas is when I was younger. “Excitement and fulfillment,” that’s how I describe Christmas in that very moment of immaturity.

            As I grow older, I found myself seeking for something I couldn’t  find during Christmas. I can’t even understand myself each time because I know that I had everything-everything that makes me happy and to feel that I’m complete. I had lots of money to buy anything I want. I had precious gift. We even had enough food to eat for the celebration and of course we had fireworks for enjoyment. But in the end, I keep on interrogating myself “Am I really happy with material things? Is this really the fulfillment I want to Conquer?”

            For how many years of celebrating Christmas I had never thought what the true essence of it was. Now that I’m matured enough, I had realized that I’m the loneliest during those times that I’m celebrating the season without even knowing the true meaning and essence of Christmas even though I’m always making myself happy.

            Christmas is a time to see the world through the eyes of love, giving and forgiving. Christmas is not just all about the enjoyment, excitement and fulfillment. The true essence of it cannot be seen in the sparkling lights, tall Christmas trees and attractive decorations, it cannot be heard in the Christmas songs, it cannot be felt in the cool breeze of December and cannot be smelled in the air of Christmas joy but can be found in the heart.

            Christmas is the right time for us to give love more than we can ever received. A time when the love of God and the love of our fellow men should prevail over all hatred and bitterness. A time to give what we have for those who are in need and a time to forgive people who committed mistakes upon us.

            What ever we decide to do during Christmas, make sure that Christ the King, the redeemer of mankind and the reason for the season will always stay in our hearts. In my heart, I had found the real happiness I’ve been seeking for how many times during Christmas. And for that I had proved that giving and forgiving is the true essence of Christmas which lead us to an endless happiness.